Well? Go on.

Eli said my blog was ugly. It was feeling self conscious. So it's changed. Happy now, EzE?

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"Everyone is Stupid" - James Lee Stone

Why is everyone so stupid?
Why don't they think about things before letting them come out of their inferior little mouths?
Don't they realize that it just makes them look more idiotic?
Obviously not.I really just want to shoot everyone.
I wish there was a smart pill that I could spike all the punch with.
I hate people.

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Easter?

Today is Easter, It's not my favorite one. My gramma passed away on Friday, I'm really glad I got to see her, but in a way I wish I didn't, so I could have remembered her when she was healthy and happy. We got here on Monday night and spent a few days with her, she was doing really well.....as well as can be expected, and from there, it just went down. She would try to get up by herself when we werent in the room with her, and once, did a faceplant and scraped her face on the stool. She hadnt lost her sense of humor, even in her last days. I love her. She wasn't doing well on Friday when we left, but we had to be back for church on Sunday. We told her we loved her, and she did as well as she could to tell us the same, she couldn't breathe. We left and about 2 hours later, my uncle called and said "we lost her" we turned around and headed back. Seeing her body, she looked so peaceful. It was weird, of course, but she was suffering so much, I'm actually glad she died and didnt have to go through that anymore, because she wasn't ever gonna get better. She looked like she was taking a nap, I expected her to start snoring at any second, it never happened. I had cried before we left, becaue I knew we'd never see her again, and seeing her body made me cry even more, but I was happy for the peace she was feeling. We were going through her stuff, even when she was alive. I felt horrible doing that, like a vulture, claiming things and looking through her life. It was also fun to find all her old stuff, and go through it. She has a neat history. The onlyt hing i was scared of, when I heard she was dying, was that she might not be saved. Going through her stuff, we found a certificate stating that she had done so, something along those lines. So I'm just holding on to that Baptist theory "Once saved, always saved" Ephesians 1:19 says something like that too. I feel good about it. We had given her this Jesus dvd or something for Christmas, and we found that in her dvd player, and the case underneath her bible, by her bed. That made me feel really good. I hate that she had to suffer, even though it wasn't for long, it was hard to see her struggle for every breath she took.

It kinda gets boring here, not much to do, but I don't really want to leave. At the same time, I really want to go home, and see my friends and what not. I'm pretty sure mom is gonna kinda give me this next week off, woot woot! I'm not looking forward to the drive home....my dad is going to Pheonix for work tonight, so it's just us 4 ladies....maybe I'll work on EzE's hat a bit.

Sorry that this post sucks, you guys prolly dont care about any of that, but....oh well, get over it!

I shall leave you with a quote "It looks like a big tylenol!"

-N Dawg

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well? happy now?

"Well the buzz from the bees is that the leopards are in a bit of a spot. And the baboons are going ape over this. Of course, the giraffes are acting like they're above it all... The tick birds are pecking on the elephants. I told the elephants to forget it, but they can't. The cheetahs are hard up, but I always say, cheetahs never prosper..." This should be a pretty easy one, I hope....it best be easy

Quote it up

"Tubas are for fat guys with pimples." You'll never get this one, quite old school.

I just wish you could see

I just wish you guys could see what I see
How you are slowly killing yourself
It does you no good
The thrill lasts for a bit, the heartache lasts longer
Come on my side of the window and look in at it
It's pointless, don't you see?
Why do you put yourself through that?
It's as if you enjoy the pain, who would?
Yet you keep going back for more
Just give up, take a hiatus
Until you really see what it needs
What you have to give
How it works
I've been so exposed
It repels me
I see how the bad does more damage, than the good built up
Please just see it through my eyes, dont hurt anymore.

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I've got the password to your heart, you've got mail, I'm here to stay.

I'm sorry, gah!

I have nothing to write about, but eli's getting upset.........let write something.....


I'm so sick of not being more
Tired of this facade
I need variety
My life is like a record, repeating itself over and over
There is no end to this madness
No finale to this suffering
I cant break out of my shell
People will know....Surprise!
I'm not who you thought I was
For years I played with a butter knife instead of taking hold of the sword
The cacoon is ripped
I'm set free
No Longer on the safe side
You'll see my true light
It grew dim before, prepare to see it blaze.....

Hahaha, I'm so lame. I based this whole thing on the butter knife line.....from eli, kinda, I changed it up a bit. Thanks, dad. You spurred stupid writing.


What have I even done lately that's worth talking about? Nothing...
I drew a picture of my mom this week, when she was a senior in H.S. Then I painted an oil picture of me and my sisters, when we were little, my first experience painting people, not the greatest, but not too bad for my first time. Last night I saw Brigadoon with my lady friend, Syd, and Hannah was there. Then we went to Toms, I just realized how we always call it "Tom's house" even if we are going with Hannah or something, at least I do. Anyways, we took Hannah home to Tom's house, and went in and said hi to the boys for a bit. Then Syd took me home and Alyssa and Megan came over and we talked and laughed and ate pizza, Then Syd left, I gave Lys her bday present...um.....we talked some more...gosh I'm lame. Then they left...thennnnnnnnn I came up here, and talked to Sydney for a bit, then I talked to Eli for a bit, then I went to bed, yay.

And here I am......you know how it is.

I shall leave you with a movie quote. (there are 2 people, obviously)

"I believe you are blushing, Mr. Big Artiste. I can't imagine Monsieur Monet blushing."
"He does landscapes."

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Drawing makes me happy.

I love art. So much. I feel so happy doing it, and the sense of accomplishment after completing something neato is such a good feeling. I really hope I can go to a good art school when I'm done with HS...that's my dream...no more math for me, baby. I love being passionate about things.....absense of passion in any life would suck.

This is my latest self portrait in charcoal.
http://www.craftster.org/pictures/data/500/7977100_1958-med.JPG. Gimme some feedback. My gym teacher says that the picture that it came from doesnt look like me at all.....i dunno. This is the original. http://www.craftster.org/pictures/data/500/7977drawin_picture_half_size-med.JPG I just think i look high....

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dun dun dunnnnn!!!!

I haven't written in FOREVER because well....I didnt feel like it. Syd is getting pissed, so I best do so.

Um..................My life is so freakin lame, I have nothing to write about. UGH! It seems like E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E that I know is having relationship problems. I'm so glad I decided not to date in high school it has saved me so much dumbness and wasted time....it's REALLY hard sometimes though, geeze. Just seeing things not working out for all these people, it's like, what's the point? honestly people, if you can give me one good reason, why it's purposeful to date in highschool, I'll take it. You can't say it makes you feel good, because when you break up, there's pain that cancels it out. I dunno, it's all so silly to me.

School sucks so much, I'm so ready to be done with this year, it's SO POINTLESS! I'm going to a freakin art school, they don't care what my grade point average, or my SAT scores are...NO! If I can draw, I'm set. Geeze people....COME ON!

So what have I been doing, you ask? Let's take a journey into the life of Alice Stoner. Um.....last week, I dont even remember, school and stuff, um Friday I went to mailto:A@O show, it was lame, no offense guys, but seriously, there were not a lot of people there, but then we went to Chipotle and that made up for it. Apparently, with me, it's like playing mousetrap all year long. Right guys? I dont think I did anything on Saturday, Sunday, I had to sing at church, and had CREW n stuff, then we went bowling, and dressed up. I love Linda Ronstadt, yes? It was really fun, I'm not the best bowler ever, I got a 103 the first time and then a 63....woops, hey i really like those 3's...oooh yeah, that's smooth. (ok, so after seeing this in my blog, the 3's aren't so special, but they look neato in the font that I'm writing them in, in this part...k i'm pissed)

Then..school again, and sitting on babies and what not. Today I had school, then I came home and my parents are like..um apparently both of us are pmsing or something....it seemed like it, but they were really moody, so C and I left and went to this neato musical review with some peopel from her work. I thoroughly enjoyed it. And we sang disney songs on teh way home, like always. Tomorrow I'm going to a car auction, just to check things out, you know how it is, and then um.... mailto:um...A@O is playing after the DU game, so I'm dunna go to that. woot woot? Sunday I have to sing..again!! GAHHHHH!!! I dont think I ever stop singing, literally.

HOLY CRAP! I'm giving Eli dreadlocks, I'm so excited, I've always wanted them, but I'm too scared, but..Peru, ok, you can give em to me then, yes? EzE, don't let me down on this one, You got me worked up, you gotta follow through. It's gonna take forever, but it will be really worth it.

Um yeah, here's a quote, whatsit from? "The seaweed is always greener in somebody else's lake"

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THIS'NS just for you eli!!

Ok, the last one was a joke, it was really for Phil. THIS ONE is for eli.

Um...ok. "ohh, my favorite nephew" "I'm your only nephew"

YOU GOTTA GET THIS EZE!

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This'ns for you Eli

Well EzE obviously has something to prove, and I would write an entry, and just put the quote at the end, but I dont have time now, so this is a movie quote, just for you, Eli.

"According to the map we've only gone about four inches. You know I don't think we have enough gas money. " Hopefully you'll get to it before anyone else can figure it out.

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Frankenstein is cool

Here's neato poem (or exerpt, rather) that Sir Philip sent to me like, a year ago, and I had written in calligraphy for my art class. I just found it, and remember how frickin awesome it is. It's from Frankenstein, the book.......can you believe it?

"She shone like a shrine-dedicated lamp in our peaceful home. Her sympahthy was ours; her soft voice, the sweet glance of her celestial eyes were ever there to bless and animate me. She was hte living spirit of love to soften and attract; I might have become sullen in my study rough through the ardour of my nature, but she ws there to subdue me to a semblence of her own gentleness"

Phil got the last quote, HA! It was Aladdin, score! Here's this'n "Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain."

Neato Gang

Wow, I feel like I havent written in a while.....I dont think I have. Anyways, yeah.....last week was sucky because the retreat was this past weekend and the week before retreats is always lame.....you just want it to be over with. So yeah, the retreat was a lot of fun, allow me to elaborate.

Ok so after "school" on friday, I'm at the church with all my gangster friends, and we are packing up stuff into the trailor and stuff, Sinney comes, looking as cute and trendy as ever, and life is neato. On the ride up there, I was stuck with mostly Sophomore boys, a few liberal girls, and Sinney bear. We listened to music, good music, that's for sure. Phantom, then Aladdin, then Grease, heck yes! I didn't do much on the way up, cept for sing, and talk to Sinney and Kevin (dubbed, taco) <------that kid is so funny I realized....holy schnikeys. Anyways, we ate at Taco Bell, and um......yeah that night, we took our stuff to our rooms. All of the girls were in one big room with a bunch of bunk beds, the lodges were pretty nice. We had a bathroom with a few showers and stalls for well, y'know. Then I think we went to the "gathering" place and A@O played stuff, and the speaker, Shelly, talked. Then I think we had family time and went to bed??I don't really remember.

Saturday, we got up and I got ready, but Sinney and Courtney took a long time, because they said we should just go to breakfast late so we dont have to wait in line for food and stuff, well we get there late, and it turns out that you sit at tables, and they serve you, so there werent enough empty chairs for us all to sit together, so Sinney and I sat with these other girls, and I dunno where everyone else went. Then, I think we prolly went to the gathering place and sang stuff and listened to stuff, and then had lunch?? We had free time that whole afternoon, they had a bunch of athletic tournaments and stuff.....which I didnt do, of course. But I did play on some of the inflatable stuff. I boxed with huge gloves, with Ryan. I, hands down, beat Sinney on the gladiator thing, undefeated, I beat Sinney on the obstacle course. Then we did the bungee run thing, and she beat me once, and I beat her once. andddddddd.......I did the bungee run with RJ, and he won both times, maybe if Phil hadn't been holding onto my cord so I couldn't run, my life would be better right now.

Ok so we all just hung out for a while, Sinney and I went to the boys' little house thing that was stocked with food and what not, they get all these special privileges because they are the band, whatever, fools. We ran out of things to do, so we just walked around and what not. There was a 60 person hot tub we coulda gotten into, but I didnt feel like it...it was too cold to have to run back to the cabins anyways. Then...................I think we did a gathering thing again, or maybe dinner first, I dont remember which. But yeah, we had a gathering, and then quiet time by ourselves, family time. I just walked down to the basketball court during family time and looked at the mountains all around me, and the stars. The sun was almost behind the mountains, it was so beautiful, I loved it. During our small group/family time, alot of the girls cried, why? different reasons, yay estrogen and what not! There was lots of crying and hugging, our eyes were poofy to say the least. After that, A@O did a show, only like, 30 people showed up, it was lame, but I totally rocked out like none other with my good friends. I had fun. After that, we hung out with the boys for a while, they told me I looked high/tired (thanks, jerks!) soo Sinney and I headed for the cabin.

On the way back, we stopped at the boys' little house thing, on the walk down, singing Moulin Rouge, what else? So yeah, Sinney wanted to get the c.d. from eli so she could learn the love song, so eli wouldn't have to sing it with me anymore (go be in love or something, guys) and then we walked back to our cabin....we went to bed, only I didnt get to sleep til kinda late, but that's ok, right guys?!?!

Sunday morning, we got up and went to gathering, they gave us a snack to tide us over til brunch, and then after gathering, we had brunch. I tried to smuggle some of the chicken enchilada stuf for ryan, but they wouldn't let me, jerks! anyways, after that, we went back to our cabins and got stuff packed up and immaculately clean. (those people are neat nazis) and then we got ready to go.

We loaded up and rode back, I tried to sleep for part of the way, but couldn't..........so we jus listened to music, and I tried to sing, but it didn't work too well because I had lost my voice. Which was kinda neato, because I dont think I've ever gotten close to fully losing it...and I was so close.....I sounded like a boy going through puberty. So yeah, we got back and unloaded and found out that Sinney's bags got left up there, so tried to call around and locate them, no luck yet. Sorry Sinney bear. So we took her home, and then I went home for a bit. Then I went to a superbowl party at Kelly's, and then I came home and went to bad after a while.

Today I got up and babysat, and went to the sister's for lunch, and came home, did a bit of school, slept for a bit, talked to my gangster friends, and watched a bit of tv while I knitted (because I'm so cool like that).........now I'm here. This is a lame post because I really dont have anything to talk about, so I just tell you guys meaningless things about my life. Neato Gang!

Ez E got the last quote (good work, dad) it was Airplane. So here's another one for the ladies....(or anyone, Ijust like saying that) "Who disturbs my slumber" this should be a really easy one.

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Tonsils on fire!

K...soo yeah. Yesterday, kinda sucked, I had an insanely sore throat all day, and a big headache...it sucked. I felt like my tonsils were on fire, and my head was going to explode....but I went to bed and it was all better..not really, but my headache was gone.

So today, I had tutoring, that went pretty well, I guess. I came home, and pretended to be reading/doing school whenever my mom entered the room which I was occupying, and in between those hellish visits, I slept. I was tired, I didn't feel good, GET OFF MY BACK! Soo yeah, I didn't do a whole lot...then at 5 I went with my papa to an open house thing at Pickens Tech. That place is pretty ghetto, I'm pretty sure there were only like 4 other white people there....but I might take a cosmotology class, or just haircutting/styling there this next year. Then by the time I graduate I'll have a cosmotology lisence, and can get a job doing that while I go to college...plus it's pretty much free, sooo SCORE! So we'll see if I do that, or just go to regular ol' CCA next year, still haven't decided.

I'm excited for the weekend, the retreat! YAY! It'll be great fun. I'm excited to hang with Sinney bear all weekend. I found out that my dad is driving up there..and will be staying. I'm not especially excited about it, but the rest of the world is happy. At least people like him, I guess. It'll just be weird....and since I'm such a rebel on church retreats, and always sex it up...I cant, b/c my dad will be there, DANG IT! Anyways, that's all I've been up to, pretty much. Tomorrow is Wednesday! and then Thursday! which is the day before Friday!! Neato gang!

Sinney got the last quote, sorry E. I dont think Sinney will get this one, so here ya go. "You ever seen a grown man naked? "...well??? Go on.

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My family sucks

Sooooooooo. I had a really good day today, morning CREW was pretty good, the boys played worship in big church, I always like that alot. It was nice too, because it was just them and no one else with them, although I do wish EzE would sing...GAH!. I had Chipotle, which always makes me smile, then I came home and took a two hour nap,it was amazing. I woke up JUST in time to put my hair up, and get to church for P&W practice. So we did that, and had CREW...blah blah blah. It was good fun I was soo giddy, I laughed at everything.

Then I came home.....My mom got and email from my great aunt saying that my great uncle had an affair and left her. My family is really screwed up, seriously. Most of them arent Christians, almost all of them. Believe it or not, we are the most sane and together ones out of all of us. I dont get it, why can't people just be normal?!?!?! Geeze!

So yeah, that sucks more than life itself. I'm really mad at my uncle. They are some of the most amazing people ever, So nice and just...overall good people. Despite the whole non christian thing, they are awesome. I totally didnt see it coming. They have been kinda distanced it seems, but I never expected this from him. She doesn't deserve it at all. She's been so amazing to him, and he just takes it for granted, and then pretty much just kicks her in the ovaries and says Take that, sucka! So I'm mad. But....I'm talking to friends right now, and that's what makes the world go 'round, right? I'm feeling better, but still angry.

Anyways, God is good, God is great, let us thank him for beef stew, amen. K, eli attempted to get the last quote, but you were way off young man, so I think you can probably fit a four by four in there somewhere, if that helps. Anyways, the last quote was from "The Christmas Story" I knew no one would get it..mwuahahahahaha!

This one should be REALLY easy..."He didn't fall? Inconceivable! " "You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means."


DO IT!

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Happy

I'm really happy right now. I had a pretty bad beginning of the week, with school, and just random crap that I didn't want to deal with, but I talked to some people, and that helped.

Last night I had small group, I'm in a new one now, and Kelly P. is our leader, it's so much better, I totally got so much more out of this one meeting, than any of the other ones we had with our previous leader. We talked about so much stuff, 2 girls cried...yeah i know, we're girls, what do you expect? But it was intense, and really cool. I'm really excited for this, and to get to know these girls. They are all really awesome. So anyways, after that, I've just been on a high. It's been nice. I've been pretty productive today, and that always makes me feel good. Last night I talked to some people, there was a big misunderstanding, we laughed.....I was in a giddy mood.

God has really been teaching me a lot lately, and it's cool. yay for that. I'm really excited for the retreat that's coming up..it's gonna be so much fun, A@O is playing, and Sinney will be there! Craig and Rhonda will be there with their new youth group too, what more can you ask for? I'll tell you, NOTHING!

I best get back to school stuff. Eli got the last quote, AGAIN! It was Office Space. You are on a roll, my friend.

Try this one....it's a toughy. "In the heat of battle, my father wove a tapestry of obsenity that as far as we know, is still hanging in space over Lake Michigan. "

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Woops

Oh yeah, I forgot to say that Ez E got the last movie trivia, 101 Dalmations. For your prize, I will make you a chicken hat for your birthday, congratulations, and live a long and prosperous life.

(excuse the EXTREMELY violent language, and drug usage in this next quote)
"Look, I already told you! I deal with the goddamn customers so the engineers don't have to! I have people skills! I am good at dealing with people! Can't you understand that? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE! "

Well, go on, what's it from?

Hecka Tired

Ahhh, I haven't posted in a while.....Where do I start? Ok, so the last post was on tuesday......umm..

Wednesday....I dont remember what I did until Ez E called me and asked me if I would go to Smoky's BOTB with him and Sinney. I went there, and Meg and Lys and their clan was there...we watched all these lame bands. There was a Scre(a)mo one, a Christian rock, a white rapper, and some other random ones.....*shudders* it was awful. But Eli saw Dwight, and talked to him, and that's all that matters. " I dont wanna wait....!" Yeah, arby's at target, right? mmmmm

Thursday, I dont even KNOW what I did, some friday school hw....prolly nothing cool...oh I finished Megans scarf, and made Alyssa's....yes!

Friday, school, in p.e. we are working on the physical fitness test thing....I dominated....and by that I mean I'm average, but apparently I'm really flexible, more than most.....SCORE! It was those two months of gymnastics in 2nd grade, I bet. friday night I babysat 2 sets of twins, it was insane, one set is like......7 months old, maybe?? and the others are 3, I think. It was insane! I like a good challenge, though.

Saturday, I went up with Phil and Sinney and Eli to Fort Collins for their show..we got there at like.....3? I think..and set up stuff, and I talked to Craig for a while, and we hung out "HOOPS!" and...went to eat..ughh. We found out how lame Sinney's drink preferences are ( I love you, my sweet chinchilla, that doesnt mean I have to like your drinks) and then we went back, they played their show, blah blah blah, same ol' same ol'. Then we went to Ihop with a bunch of old CREW people, it was so fun, like a big reunion. Phil and Eli and steak slept at Craig and Rhonda's and us girls stayed with Laura and Lauren, it was a good time. I totally woke up at like 4:45am though, I thought it was way later, like 8, and I was mad because no one woke me up, then I looked at my clock and it was definitely way too early for getting up kind.

Soooooooooooooooo we all woke up this morning, got ready, went to C & R's church....blah blah blah. Some of us went to Beau Jos........Phil and Danae cussed at each other, girls are the root of all evil....um...we went home after that. Eli and I pretty much just slept, and phil said weird things in the voice of joe's dad, but we didnt have the energy to laugh. I'm laughing now though, so that counts, right? So I went home, "Lady in the brown stuff, yeah!" and..........tried to take a nap, didn't happen, so I did stuff, went to crew, came home, i'm talking to people now, whatever....I'm tired and I'm going to bed! First, I have to put away the dishes.

This week is gonna be LAME..................................ahhhh!

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Pain is the fuel of passion

Today, same ol' same ol'. School, knitted (I'm SOO close to being done with your scarf, megsie!) watched t.v. got online, whatever.

Last night I was reading The Purpose Driven Life. I know I know, it's one of those books that you see all the old people in church carrying around, but seriously, why aren't more young people reading it? I've had it for a while, and read it off and on, I'm only on the 12th day....yeah, pathetic. But recently I've been reading it every night. Last night, something totally stuck out to me, and I thought it was cool, so I'll share with you.

"You are as close to God as you choose to be." It's so true, I think so many times, we get frustrated, because God puts us through hard times, or we are just unmotivated in that way. So we blame him, we say, you aren't allowing me to be near you, you aren't giving me that fire. It's not God, it's our dumb human nature.

"I must choose to be honest with God." it talks about how God encourages us to be honest about our feelings, our doubts, our insecurities. I know personally, I tend to tell God, I completely trust in you, when in fact, I do have doubts, it's human nature, again (geeze...human nature SUCKS!) but seriously, who are you kidding? This is GOD we are talking about. He knows what you feel, and when you tell him it's all good, you are just lying on top of all that. God can handle it.

"I must choose to obey God in faith." It mentions how every time you trust God blindly, it deepens your relationship with him. It's so scary, but when you see how he has worked through that situation, you will be that much closer to him.

One of the things that stood out to me the most, is when it talks about how we are often challenged to do "great things" for God. Which is totally ridiculous, I mean yeah, go to Africa and help the starving children, I'm not saying that's bad. You will be recognized for what you do, but what about when you are alone on a street corner, on your way home from the drive through at Wendy's and you see a homeless guy. Are you more apt to give him some of your food, when you are a lone and no one is there, or to do it when there is a crowd, or do something else, where people will notice what you have done. I struggle with this a lot. Doing things to meet my own selfish needs. To be praised, I want people to know what I have done. In the end it doesn't matter. In the end, it's what God saw you do, and your intentions in doing so...He knows when you do something small out of true generosity. We should be trying to please him more than anyone else, so why are we like this? I don't know, perhaps we like the instant gratification that human praise brings, maybe it's something else, all I know is that we suck at life a lot of the times.

My favorite part of this chapter talks about how pain is the fuel of passion. This hit me hard. It says that "Your problems are not punishment; they are wake up calls from a loving God. God is not mad at you; he's mad about you, and he will do whatever it takes to bring you back into fellowship with him." I think we (I) tend to think that God is punishing me for being such a dumb dumb sometimes, then it makes me mad at him for making me go through it in the first place. If we think about our hard times as a wake up call, I'm sure our lives would be so much easier. Not perfect, but it definitely puts a new perspective on it. God tries so hard to get us to love him, and be close to him, we always find a way to push ourselves away, and blame him for what's happening. Why do we do that?

Anyways, sorry this was so long, that chapter just hit home with me, and gave me some insight on certain situations. You should definitely read this book, it's pretty much really good. I dont even like reading! But yeah.....

No one guessed my quote from yesterday! It's Top Gun.....I love that movie.

Here's a new one (in a whiney voice) "My paws are cold, my tail is cold" (I'm not sure if this is the EXACT quote, but if yuo knew it at all, you'd know...yeah, i like to make sense alot.)

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